His disciples said, When will you be visible to us? And when will we see you?
He said, When you undress and are not ashamed.
— The Gospel of Thomas
YOU’VE DONE THE “RIGHT” THING YOUR ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE...
Did you get everything you wanted?
Or is there a hunger for MORE you can’t ignore?
The red hot devotional membership for the ambitious, mystical woman submitting to a life of ecstasy over effort.
You’re in good girl jail...
You’ve cried to all of the Mary Oliver that says you don’t have to be good.
Yet are you still secretly worshipping at the altar of “good enough”?
“Good enough” to… release the shame, pain and guilt?
“Good enough” to… have a career and a house and a family so you can prove to your mom you made it?
“Good enough” to… run a magical 6 or 7-figure business?
“Good enough” to… ensure everything in your dream journal turns out exactly as you wrote it?
“Good enough” to… deserve the hot partner who adores you?
“Good enough” to… release the shame, pain, and guilt?
“Good enough” to… have a career and a house and a family so you can prove to your mom you made it?
“Good enough” to… run a magical 6 or 7-figure business?
“Good enough” to… ensure everything in your dream journal turns out exactly as you wrote it?
“Good enough” to… deserve the hot partner who adores you?
I know, I know… 99.9999% of all educational, religious, political and parental programming tells you that being good is how you get IT — fulfillment, meaning, prosperity, love. They tell you that being good is the way to avoid failure, succeed in the material world and leave a compassionate footprint. They tell you that being good is the way to avoid failure, become one of the “good” rich people who do “good” things with their money, and leave a compassionate footprint.
But what if trying to be good is the only way to ensure you never get what you want?
Here’s what’s really happening —
The strategy that got you the degree, awards, career, the house, the marriage, the kids, or whatever else makes your life appear perfect-on-paper—won’t get you joy, eroticism, and aliveness.
The life you’re aching for—the devoted, turned-on partnership, the passionate creativity, the full expression of your work and your gifts, intimacy that feeds you… None of that comes from simply MORE effort. It comes through a completely different way of relating to reality.
The alchemical Feminine way. Softening into spaciousness. Getting wet for What Is. Passionate compassion. Peace in the eye of the storm. Surrendered, hot devotion.
You’ll have to turn toward the parts of you that are wounded, exiled and in shadow. Reclaim what was lost. Love what you’ve rejected. Become a presence that can churn life into Gold.
Learn to receive Life As It Is—not as you think it should be or how you should be. When you do? You become shamelessly hot for Life. And everything you’ve been chasing?
It starts chasing you.
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“My partner and I have had real breakthroughs in our sex life. I have more understanding of the power of women and sexuality in spirituality.”
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When you’ve had enough of the performing, proving, gripping, and hiding and ready for everything you’ve been chasing to start chasing you…
Come home to MA
Inside of MA, we’re bringing teeth, turn on, and truth to get you from performance-driven, go-getter good girl to powerful pussy portal for your most ecstatic Life.
The unique synthesis of curriculum, ceremony, and circle inside of MA is a livewire, transformational experience designed to…
Bring your soul ALL THE WAY DOWN into your beautiful body, your messy desires, and this wild bloody world so you can magnetize the erotic love you fantasize about and that stacked bank account you work so hard for–without working so hard for it.
Connect you directly to the alchemical Feminine so you can be the woman who receives more pleasure in her body, success in her business, and intimate depth in her relationships instead of over-functioning to ensure everything gets done, and everyone else’s needs get met while she settles for crumbs.
Shamelessly partner with your desires to create a life that feels right-sized for your soul instead of trying to follow someone else’s footsteps because it worked for them.
I’ve taken everything I’ve learned about sex, embodiment, ceremony, magic, Tantra and soul and created what most spiritual work won’t give you: a place where your sexual expression, self-actualization, devotion and relationships are no longer separate.
We go for integration—the root of what’s driving all of your drivenness ambition, which is realizing the fullness of who you are in this body, on this planet… Now. Reveling in all that She hath made.
meet your mistress & hostess
I was the goodest, bestest girl—the one with the servant’s heart who followed every rule, convinced that obedience would earn me the life I desperately wanted. And the day I realized that all the sacrifice and effort had been for nothing, I died.
Twenty years of following all the rules, striving for perfection, in the hopes that all the sacrifice and obedience would earn me some special favor, some YES, that would enable me to love and enjoy my existence. It crumbled into nothing. And I became nothing.
I GAVE UP MY values, MY worldview, ALL THE PRACTICES AND BELIEFS I HAD USED TO CREATE AND SUSTAIN my identity…EVERYTHING I KNEW HOW TO BE GOOD AT. GONE.
Years of striving and sacrifice had left me with no money, no job, no path, no prospects, no partner, and no other skills. Hell, I didn’t even know where I wanted to go or who I wanted to be anymore. I just knew I couldn’t stay here.
I didn’t fully come alive again until years later when Mary Magdalene came and got me.
She sat on my chest like the gentlest weighted blanket and looked at the darkest parts of me with such tenderness I finally felt understood—down to my core. She showed me that freedom wasn't on the other side of obedience. It was on the other side of Her door. The door marked Whore…Holy.
Now? I live up the Pussy of The Feminine.
Devoted to helping others walk through the same door I did—from performing for approval to being fully, shamelessly ALIVE. I’m an erotic devotion coach, healer, ceremonialist, and teacher whose rare blend of embodiment, eroticism, magic, and spiritual traditions creates a powerful synthesis for modern mystics.
For more than two decades, I’ve taught and held spaces where movement becomes prayer and where spirit remembers the body to its own knowing.
MY WORK WEAVES eroticism, MYSTICISM, AND EMBODIMENT INTO A LIVED EXPERIENCE OF wholeness. A PLACE WHERE YOUR DIVINITY AND HUMANITY MEET, GET MARRIED, AND NEVER LEAVE THE SHEETS.
I’m the creator of the Erotic Devotion podcast and a companion for those ready to turn ON and meet the Self who already Knows. I live in Atlanta with my hot husband, our dogs, and shelves stacked with well loved books.
THIS ISN’T ANOTHER LOFTY GOAL, ASKING YOU TO DUTIFULLY CLIMB EVEN HIGHER ON THE PERILOUS, EFFORTFUL MOUNTAIN WITH THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON YOUR BACK. THIS IS GETTING TURNED ON BY LIFE ITSELF AND FROM THAT HEART OPEN AND ALIVE PULSE, BIRTH YOUR TRUE LIFE… like only a siren can.
Erotic Integration Not Spiritual Bypass
Your body and spirit aren’t in competition here. We intentionally weave somatic awareness, energetic mastery, ceremony, and sexuality into one living practice — not separate pursuits you have to Tetris into your calendar and expression. No blowing out your body for spiritual highs. No numbing out your soul to be presentable. No choosing between your pussy and your prayers. The erotic, esoteric, and embodied dance together here. Because true transformation recruits, reclaims, and redeems every last bit of you — including (especially) the naughty, shame-y bits.
Wholeness, Not Goodness
This isn’t another space where you perform spiritual correctness, prove you’re on the “right” side, and convince others to be just like you. That’s just fragile good-girl programming in spiritual drag. Here, we’re not interested in your righteousness. We’re interested in your whole-i-ness—which means turning toward what you’ve exiled, loving what you’ve rejected, and getting rigorously honest about who you are, where you are, and loving it. It’s easier to stay righteous and judgmental than it is to crack open a more whole and coherent Self wi-fi with the Universe. Guess which one we’re here to do?
Leadership, Not Victimhood
Yes, the witch wound is real. But wallowing in it, constantly returning to it, holding it like “YOUR PRESHUSSS” when you edge towards empowerment — it keeps you powerless, afraid, and small. A lot of spaces will cry with you about your wounds, but never ask you to turn them into power. Here? We honor the pain, and we alchemize it. Spiritual practice isn’t a coping mechanism for sad days, and inner work isn’t just about your pain. Your spiritual path is what marries your essence to your body and invites in the erotic flame of aliveness. This union is the source of your power. The power to stay erotically alive in turbulence and transition. The power to lead through upheaval.The power to be a visionary when everyone else is closing their eyes. This integration isn’t just healing. It’s leadership.
YOUR glow up IS IMMANENT—
Your relationship reignited —
not because you forced it, fixed your partner, or finally got them to see things exactly like you do. It's much easier than that. Your relationship becomes a supportive, empowering refuge. And your sex life? It's back on the table (literally). Did someone turn up the heat in here?
Your work wanted bad —
how much easier your people find you when you're howling your true, unashamed call. How much easier it is to make money when you’re not looking for reasons it has to be so hard to earn more of it. And when you fail? It's truly not a big deal because you no longer carry around a shitty, shame-y backpack filled with all the "evidence" for why you're not good enough.
Hot and UNbothered —
no longer obsessed with what others think or doomscrolling reality You're in a feedback loop that now runs on desire and devotion — the precise flame that burns brightly where your aligned gifts meet the world's actual need. No more. No less.
Life’s got your back —
No longer scanning for who’s right and who’s wrong, or waiting for the other shoe to drop. Life becomes a great, mysterious symphony with the perfect part for you to play. You’ve moved into an unbreakable trust in Life.
Not bad for a Tuesday.
“The ceremony last night was OFF THE CHAIN!!! Ohhh my god. The experience was so potent… felt like such a remembering.”
— Elizabeth S.
“The divine lover is spirit without body;
The physical lover is body without spirit;
The spiritual lover possesses spirit and body.”
- Ibn Arabi
When you join, you get —
Instant Access to 3 Foundational Courses
Yeshua: Sun God - Reclaim the radical, heretical Christ Consciousness so you can heal the Jesus wound and reclaim the mystical, erotic mythos that harmonizes divinity and humanity. No more choosing between heaven and earth.
Whore & Holy Woman - Meet your sexy, spacious initiatrix into Understanding and Wholeness. That’s right… You’ve got to go through the Door of the Whore.
Soul Match - Rebirth your romantic partnership from the inside out. Go from stale purgatory—fights on repeat, resentment, frustration—and move into devoted, intimate alchemy together. Learn what the relationship underworld asks of you and how to navigate the dark so you can unlock the relationship you never thought possible. Here’s the thing: your partner doesn’t even have to know for it to work.
Live Monthly Workshops
Teaching-based calls where you learn the maps, practices and frameworks for living from desire, erotic wholeness and sacred mission instead of somebody else's agenda. This allows you to powerfully co-create what you already feel wants to come towards you. Examples include — Leopard God, Predator Body; Alchemizing the Man Wound, and Passion & Compassion.
Live Monthly Ceremony Calls
Sacred experiential spaces where you drop into the frequency of the Goddess and receive the transmission through your body and intuition so you can move through your life with Her wisdom.
Group Mentorship Calls
Bring your questions, challenges, and edgy client or relationship cases to receive direct coaching and guidance in an intimate group setting. You and your question get to be a 1:1 client for a portion of the call.
Pleasure Circles
Sensual, guided practices to increase your capacity to create, sustain, and explore pleasure in your body—because pleasure is what pulls you all the way down into the innate power of your body where your magnetism, resilience and enjoyment await.
Instant Access to 3 Foundational Courses
SpaceMaker sessions: short, quickie 30-minute sessions combining simple movement, energy work, and journaling to create the internal spaciousness you need to move from good girl serving everyone else’s agenda to a sovereign woman who is mistress of her domain. Happens the first 3 Wednesdays of each quarter.
Exclusive offerings and discounts for retreat invites and 1:1 mentorship.
Private community inside Circle.
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Access to live workshops, ceremonies, mentorship, pleasure circles, foundational courses, and more.
Quarterly
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Annual Pay In Full
$1,111
Annual Monthly
$133/month
“It is not water that is wanting, it is thirst. It is desire.” - Jean-Yves Leloup
Your membership automatically renews at the end of your term and can be cancelled or updated at any time.
“She creates all this universe, moving and unmoving, and it is she who graciously bestows liberation on humanity.”
— The Devīmāhātmya
