You do everything right. You’re so helpful. You work so hard. You give it all.

And somehow that’s not what it takes…

THIS IS NOT ANOTHER self-help SOLUTION. 
THIS IS AN initiation.

You’re done playing small and feeling guilty — but so far that’s only a declaration.

You’ve been holding it all. But that hasn’t led to feeling satisfied, has it?

You’ve read the books, taken the courses. You know the language of healing. But do you love your life and who you are within it?

You’re not doing it wrong. You’re playing the wrong game.

The life you’re aching for — the devoted, turned-on partnership, the passionate creativity, the full expression of your work and your gifts, intimacy that feeds you — what if none of that comes from doing more of what you’re already doing?

You’ve become very good at understanding your patterns, but very bad at letting yourself live what you want.

You don’t have to be good. You don’t have to be better, more deserving, or more worthy. You just have to become shamelessly hot for Life.

That’s when everything you’ve been chasing starts chasing you. That’s when you start living with a delicious wholeness no one can take from you.

There is no right way to enter this work. Just the doorway that meets you right now — in your season, your threshold, your hunger. Some begin with a taste. Some come ready to go all the way in. You can’t do it wrong.

Choose your portal

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in person offerings

Hands-on, in-person support.

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DIGITAL OFFERINGS — Sacred Sessions, Services & Support

Meeting you exactly as you are, where you are.

virgin

YOUR first step INTO INITIATORY SPACE.

Two recordings.
Two hours.
One threshold.

Nothing is the same after.

VIRGIN is a potent two-part activation to ignite your erotic power and burn away shame from the inside out.

VIRGIN is for you if:

  • You feel something in you is ready to shift.
  • You’ve been postponing feeling good and alive.
  • You’re worried about what everyone else will think.
  • You’re tired of hiding, hesitating, or being agreeable to please others.
  • You want to experience this work in your body, not just understand it with your mind.

What changes after VIRGIN:

  • You stop waiting for permission.
  • You stop hiding your own hunger.
  • You begin trusting the part of you that knows.
  • Desire comes back online.
  • Shame loosens its grip.
  • You make decisions with more clarity, pleasure, and self-devotion.
  • Your creativity activates.

MA

The Membership

Goddess Church meets Pussy School.

The red hot devotional space for ambitious, mystical women who are done feeling bad, playing small, and being good.

MA is not a one-time activation. It’s a living practice. A place to return to your body, your desire, your power, your devotion — again and again — until being turned on by your life becomes your new normal.

If you’ve outgrown healing that only teaches you how to stay “safe”, if you’re ready to stop shrinking around your own desire, if you know your aliveness is part of your leadership — you’ll feel at home here.

Inside MA, your whole life reconstellates around your erotic flame — radical permission, fierce desire, and the joy of being fully here, in your body, on this planet, at this time.

Your relationships get richer, sexier, more honest, and more playful. Your work enters a deeper flow of meaning and vision. You stop numbing, scrolling, and postponing. You become hot for What Is, and what once felt distant starts coming for you.

This is for you if you’re ready for:

  • Ongoing depth that meets you in the hardest-to-reach places
  • Your sex life feeling juicier than ever
  • An ongoing spiritual practice that welcomes all of you without bypassing or moralizing
  • Support through your messy human experience across seasons
  • Ceremony, mentorship, teaching, and a community that holds you
  • A standard of self-leadership that expands and feeds all areas of your life

initiate

7 months, private

Over seven months, this work creates space for deep clarity, embodiment, enjoyment and self-trust.

Together, we work inside the initiation itself.

With depth. With beauty. With precision.

With the kind of support that doesn’t force your life into neat categories.

When something in your life feels too important, too tender, or too complex for a group container, INITIATE offers a deeply personalized space to be met in the full spectrum of what you’re navigating.

This is for the season when big things are asking to be changed or rewritten: your relationship, your work, your identity, your aliveness, your way of leading your life.

INITIATE is designed for those who want high-level private support through a profound transition — when you’re ready to be held in the edges, the grief, the paradox, the strategy, the soul, and the becoming without splitting any of it apart.

You come out the other side:

  • Clearer in your choices.
  • More anchored in your body and your truth.
  • More available for the life that’s knocking on your door.
  • More sovereign in the way you lead, love, and live.
  • More confident and unashamed.
  • More honest and intimate in your relationships.
  • More alive in your body and satisfied in your life

Because of the depth of this work, I take very few one-to-one clients at a time.

In Person — Healing, Ceremony & Events

Some things can only happen in the same room.

Healing doesn’t just happen alone. Sometimes you need to be in relationship — in real time. Touched, held, seen, sweated with, and moved in ways that comfort, challenge, and change you.

Anointing Sessions

Hands-on, sensual, full-body energy healing with beautiful organic oils, sound healing and guided visualization. Relax on the table as your whole system is deeply touched, soothed and rebirthed. No timer. No rush. As long as it takes. People leave feeling viscerally rewired, softer and more alive than they’ve felt in years.

Dancemony

Movement meets soul circle meets relational somatic healing. Get sweaty, get real, and have a good time cracking open. No experience or expertise required. You’ll leave grounded, clear, and more alive than when you arrived

Death Work

For those facing death, dying, or grief. Grace is a trained death midwife who offers emotional, spiritual, and practical support through life’s most sacred and inevitable threshold. You don’t have to navigate it alone. Together, we can weave meaning and beauty into this chapter.

Retreats

Multi-day immersions away from ordinary life. Shared ceremony, movement, food, and beauty create the conditions for vulnerability and transformation that isn’t possible alone. Return more real in your relationships, clear in your direction, and reconnected to your own desire, trust, and authority.

Seasonal & Themed Gatherings

Ceremony, movement, and themed workshops built around a specific topic or moment in time. These bring the depth of the work into a format that’s more accessible than a retreat, but just as potent. A way to show up in your body, with others, and receive.

Collaboration & Private Booking

If you’d love to co-create something together or book Grace for your group, retreat, or event, reach out. Grace is available for co-facilitation, private group experiences, and curated events.

All in-person offerings are selective, seasonal, and announced to the community first.

This is for you when you want the work to land in your body — in real space, in real time — and you want to be in the room where it happens.

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What they said after they came…

“I untangled from a suffering need to earn and prove.”

"After each session, things in my life would change, not just around money but also my relationship with my husband. My whole relationship to experiencing joy and pleasure changed. Since working with Grace, clients and money have started coming so easily. It feels so doable, easy, and joyful. I have a whole new relationship with life."

Jamie R.

Allie R.

“Grace gave me a non-judgmental, deep, reverent and irreverent place to bare all.”

"I was able to share and let go of shame and shadow I never tell other people, even my therapist I’d worked with for 6 years."

“I’m flabbergasted by this new freedom.”

"My life has changed massively since my last anointing and then even more after VIRGIN. Immediately I realized it was time to raise my rates, and I didn’t need to ask anyone for permission. There are so many changes around creativity, sexuality, and confidence. I’ve started singing again, told a story at an open mic for the first time, went back to dance class. I noticed a freedom and confidence in my movement I’ve never felt before. I’ve started choosing myself and believing in myself in ways I have never done before."

Sarah M.

“I feel accepted exactly as I am.”

"I wanted more passion and desire in my relationship and more access to personal power through my sexuality. Before joining, I was stressed. I felt connected to certain desires but didn’t believe I could actually have them pleasurably, relaxedly, with time for intimacy. Since joining, I feel more physically connected to my body. I trust my sexual desires more, and my romantic relationship has gotten more vulnerable, trusting, playful and desirous. I’ve been able to release shame about having sexual desires and orient towards sex as deep love and connection. My capacity for stress and challenge without losing my grounding has grown a ton."

Lisa Swartz

Brittany W.

“It completely changed my brain chemistry.”

"It has blown me wide open, healing huge cracks in religious trauma I’ve been carrying and bringing big shifts in personal power and identity."

I’m Grace

Allerdice

EROTIC HEALER, TEACHER, AND Ceremonialist.

Devoted to guiding leaders and lovers through the initiations that set them irrevocably free. 

For more than two decades she has woven eroticism, mysticism, and embodiment into a lived experience of wholeness — because your spirituality, your sexuality, and your power have always flowed from the same source. In her spaces, your divinity and humanity meet, get married, and never leave the sheets.

Turn on. Power up.

Eros, devotion, power & pleasure.

Receive transmissions, teachings and invites we don’t share anywhere else. For leaders and lovers who are done proving their worth, justifying your wants, pretending in your relationships. and holding it all. If you’re ready to enjoy your life — and who it is asking you to become — we show you how.